this feeling just suck , and i just cant seem to stop it ;

why has this got to happen again and again .

cant it all just come to an end .

or is it really my fault ?

maybe my attitude is not good enough ?

maybe i just cant do things right ?

maybe my character just suck ?

i really dont know why .

but i seriously hate this .

im deep serious ..

why are you so bad ?..

cant you just try giving in ?..

i hate it when i have to give in all the time .

its not just my fault .

you just dont understand at all .

at all ...

do you know who you are ?

do you know your own status right now ?

you dont know .

why are you so bad ?..

must you say all those words ?

it dont seem anything to you , it dont hurt .

there's no feeling in those words , cause its just words .

but its different to me .

im me and im not you .

maybe to you ive changed , im worse .

still , i feel the same .

my feeling didnt change ..

it didnt change all this time .

you just dont feel anymore .